Memories consume like opening the wound. I’m picking me apart again, you all assume. I’m safe here in my room. I don't want to be the one the battles always choose, cause inside I realize that I’m the one confusedI don't know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream, I don't know why I instigate and say what I don't mean. I don't know how I got this way, I know it's not alright so I’m breaking the habit, tonight
Clutching my cure, I tightly lock the door, I try to catch my breath again. I hurt much more than anytime before. I had no options left again, I’ll paint it on the walls cause I’m the one at fault, I’ll never fight again and this is how it ends.
I don't know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream. But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean. I don't know how I got this way, I’ll never be alright so I’m breaking the habit, breaking the habit, tonight.
